This is actually so heartbreaking!
Coleen Nolan has admitted that she had to ask herself if her father loved her or not as a child because he use to sexually abuse her sister Ann Nolan and not her.
The Loose Women panelist admitted this during a heartbreaking interview with the Daily Star as she admitted:
‘My eldest sister told me when I was probably in my mid to late 20s that my dad abused her. I felt so upset for her. I couldn’t make my own feelings out all, except I remember crying because he hadn’t done it to me. And then I hated myself.
‘I had to rationalise that it wasn’t that I wanted him to do it to me. It was just, “Did he love her more, then?” I rationalised it like that as a kid. It was the most confusing feeling I’ve ever had.’
She continued to say:
I feel guilty that I don’t hate him. I think my sister probably finds it hard…why I don’t hate him? I have that confusion of why I don’t hate him.’
So heartbreaking knowing that she thought that because her sisters was getting this awful attention she wasn’t loved because she wasn’t getting it.